Tegan Louise Harper.

BDD and depression. Level one.

I am never enough for anyone, let alone enough for myself.

Tegan Harper. Always been a disappointment to everyone. Never good enough, never enough full stop. I can't look at myself. I can't take in what I look like. Level One. BDD. Depression.

lilithandapep:

[Lilith nods] You were the first one to talk to me here, even before the any of the staff.

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I’m up for some re-bonding… As long as we don’t have to have pillow fights or talk about our feelings. I wouldn’t be apposed to you braiding my hair though, lord knows I need to fix this mess.

I remember! You didn’t talk half as much back then and you thought Wes was sexy. 

Re-bonding eh? Sure I’m up for that. I’ll braid your’s if you braid mine. [Tegan said laughing softly, laughing… gee it had been a while since someone had made her do that] How have you been?

lilithandapep:

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Ahh… It’s the past, can’t do anything to change it, can we? Don’t worry about it.

I missed you, we used to be like… best friends. Me, you, Mal and Nik that was the way things were…

lilithandapep:

[Lilith blinks] I suppose not…

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I am surprised that you’re actually talking to me though.

Reconciliation you know. I was a bitch to you.

I’m sorry Lilith.

lilithandapep:

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[Lilith sits in the corner of the Rec Room, her knees pulled up to her chest and her head in a book. Her eyes glance up every once in a while, only to scoff and snarl at the various patients entering, and leaving the room.]

Mind if I sit?

mmorrisseys:

Fangirl Challenge [2/10] female characters: Naomi Campbell

owen-organized-chaos:

I am okay. Better than before, maybe. I do not know. Do you ever find it hard to know how you feel?

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All the time, it’s just one of those things when you’re locked in an asylum. 

Try and tell me. See if you can gather the right words.

(Source: tegan-harper)

londonbauer:

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It’s fine. Not like you’re as bad as the therapists or anything. They get paid to pretend to give a shit. You do it because you’re actually a decent human being.

Therapists just want to hear bullshit about ‘you want to change and you feel like a better person’ 

(Source: tegan-harper)

lara—knowles:

You know, I’d imagine so. That fact does kind of deter me from wanting to be buddy-buddy with them…

No worries though, cannibalism isn’t my thing. At all.

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One can only stay in a room for so long. Either way, I’m glad you’re out and about.

Some are… alright. Marku can be charming once you get passed him wanting to gnaw on your wrist.

Oh good, mind me asking, what is your thing? 

I guess they can yeah. Well thanks I’m glad I did too.

(Source: tegan-harper)

londonbauer:

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You want to know an interesting thing I’ve learned since I got here? Talking about things makes it so much worse. My business is my own, and whining about it to you will do nothing but fuck it all up even more.

Oh I uh… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to f-force myself o-on you.

(Source: tegan-harper)

londonbauer:

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Oh yeah, I’m marvellous.

I might be dim but I understand sarcasm. What’s up?

(Source: tegan-harper)